Conflicts.

I was seriously hoping to see him and spend time.
Turns out something unexpected.
For the very first time, I waited someone for almost 3 hours.
I never did something like that.
My maximum of waiting was never more than half an hour.
No even my family members.
Or people I really cared before.
At least without being mad.
But I did not.
Turns out anger (were supposed to be) is replaced by guiltiness.
I wouldn't want him to travel this far just to see me.
p/s : It was horrible spending that hour with L. Regret that I requested. :'(
Eventually, I didn't get to see him either.
Ouch.


But one thing to be sure of and to be happy of,
I realize a few statements about him.
"Do not try to understand his hard time when he's not in the mood to tell."
"Do not try to ask something which I can't help much."
"Do not try to get details as there'll be no difference."

Hope I got these right.
Wouldn't want to make mistakes like these anymore.

Like right now, I was hoping to send a comfort message.
Saying something about sorry for what happened with him and his father.
No way.
According to the statements, I'll be making huge mistake.

If I were to be correct with the statements, it would probably be a better turning point. ;)