how can I make it clear?

He's special.

I didn't want to stop seeing him.

But I will eventually.

3 days left.

I have no more time. 

This sucks when it struck to my mind.

I understood the word agony describes my feelings.

Who cares?

I know he did.

The thing is, I can't do this.

I will gonna hurt two parties.

That's the last thing on earth I would do.

I'm too weak to hurt him.

I'm sorry I can't let you know what I feel about you.

No one.

Except myself.

I can't imagine one day, if I were to see him holding a girl.

That's gonna be like a disaster.

But, there's nothing I can do.

I wasn't good enough for him.

I felt like Bella(twilight) now.

Belle , Bella , Belle , Bella...